The Biggest Sacrifies..
It's been awhile since i'm active in blogging and now i'm back. Not much to write-in, since i have less free time nowadays.. Still, i wanted to fill up my emptiness with writing.
Alhamdulillah, everything has been into pieces lately but sometimes feel like abundance and somewhere or something or someone is missing in my heart. Well, if its consider as someone, surely 'the husband'. I've been missing him so much lately, and all i wanted to do is just cuddle with him. Which he always knew.
Being the 'soldier boy' wife has been the greatest challenges in my life right now. We've been apart for so long and i wish i could lived a life with him everyday in my life. For now, he is the main focus in my life and the number 1 on top of my list. Every seconds is playing his image, his voice and his smell in my head. Keep lingering. I don't know if he ever felt the same way as i do.
We've been part-time couple since early year and i just wish that all of this could end soon. I wanted a normal life, which means really normal. Despite of me being too busy with site works and everything, i just wanted to be the perfect wife to him. And give him all the attention that i could give.
But time really envy us. I just got to meet him just few hours a week.
Only a few minutes of phone calls a day.
I wish.....
Everything will come into pieces.
XOXO
Alhamdulillah, everything has been into pieces lately but sometimes feel like abundance and somewhere or something or someone is missing in my heart. Well, if its consider as someone, surely 'the husband'. I've been missing him so much lately, and all i wanted to do is just cuddle with him. Which he always knew.
Being the 'soldier boy' wife has been the greatest challenges in my life right now. We've been apart for so long and i wish i could lived a life with him everyday in my life. For now, he is the main focus in my life and the number 1 on top of my list. Every seconds is playing his image, his voice and his smell in my head. Keep lingering. I don't know if he ever felt the same way as i do.
We've been part-time couple since early year and i just wish that all of this could end soon. I wanted a normal life, which means really normal. Despite of me being too busy with site works and everything, i just wanted to be the perfect wife to him. And give him all the attention that i could give.
But time really envy us. I just got to meet him just few hours a week.
Only a few minutes of phone calls a day.
I wish.....
Everything will come into pieces.
XOXO
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